Dizzy

Wednesday at school, I was in my 12:00 group and all of the sudden I got VERY dizzy - not a light headed dizzy that just sort of makes you feel a luittle funny but a hard, if I stand up I will fall, can't leave my eyes open or I will puke kind of a dizzy. It happened three times, each in my afternoon groups at school. So - I called Paul to pick me up from school (we are currently on one car) and take me to the walk in clinic - and after chatting with a very nice elderly doctor- I have been told that I have an innere ear infection. I have had so many problems with my ears my whole life that at times I cry that God will just heal me and end these stupid battles. So, this morning I read up on inner ear infections and scared myself to death (dizziness is the step before a ruptured ear drum because of the pressure that is building up in there) and I am praying that I will be healed. It is so strange to be sick when you don't necesarily feel sick. I am sort of at a loss of what to do. Do I sit around and sleep? Carry on like nothing is wrong? I don't know. I was half expecting to get the flu - with working around so many germy kids all the time - I don't even know how I got this stupid infection. I hate illness.

On a happier note. Jessice is coming to visit this weekend! It is always so nice to spend time with friends this time of year:-)